i haven’t posted for a long time. i haven’t been truly happy for a long time. when i first joined i posted some of the corniest sh*t. i didn’t think of myself as a writer (and i still don’t). i would read other blogs and feel inspired by what they had to say and wonder why i couldn’t be write like that. i guess in hindsight it’s because i’m not them, i am my own person. the more i shared, the more i cringed at myself. was i giving too much of myself away? do other people think of me...